Well this is my last post of the year .
And fuck 2009 . It's probably the worst year ever,if I think about the negative side .
Les Paul, the creator of Les Paul guitars died . Well that's just cause he's old. But we lost a legend. And another young legend has gone at the age of 23, James Sullivan. Many others have gone too. I guess that's life.
I try thinking about how this year has gone by very fast but actually it's a very long year for me. A lot of major problems here & there ..
From friendship to realtionships, from band mates to rivals .. Well I should talk about the right side now. There's no use looking back at the past. What's left is a lesson. A lesson to learn from.
The bright side? School. All the slacking led me to not-so-good results & made me realise I just had to get that scholarship. But more problems arised.. well at least I got a bursary.. Only that I have to give up Green Day ):
WAIT. Why am I negative again? Cause 2009 sucked. Really sucked. Friends are the only who made the year better if I try to remember.. laughters, outings, jammings & skating .. Yea, it was great. My family has been too. Thanks for the happy moments, my dear cousins.
The band. It all happened really fast in the period of two months.. or so.
The breakdown. I'm not talking about it. Everything in this diary has been blogged.
And I forgot something.. My guitar skills. I'm not boasting but to think of it, I improved a lot. In spring, I learned only pop songs. Covered songs with chords. And then I got my ACOUSTIC guitar. Covered even 'harder' songs. Teaching myself complicated bar chords It was hard for me that time. Not now. And in autumn I got my STRATOCASTER. Green Day & other punk bands improved my playing. I self taught myself power chords, which I should've picked up earlier cause it's super easy. Trust me. And I began listening more to Avenged Sevenfold, with Syn's & Zacky's shredding. The fast-paced chords-changing songs, it really changed the way I play. And now, after picking up the electric guitar after THREE months, I'm the lead guitarist of the band cause I can hammer solos better. I wished I had been learning power chords much earlier, I would have known how to shred faster today. But that's okay. I'm proud of myself. Every improvement can be seen at my YouTube channel. Go ahead and look. View the oldest to the latest covers. Ain't I right?
Well fuck 2009, you'll be missed a little. My memories with so many kinds of 'hims'.
It's a good riddance and a bit of a sad goodbye. But most of all, I want to thank Him, God. The Almighty. Thank you for everything you have given me.
Well I suppose you're wondering what's my new year resolution. I think it's lame but.. it's quite motivating. I want to be a better musician: improve my guitar solos, improve drums skills - double pedals, I suck at it , & to be better at playing the keybaord. I really suck at memorising chords on the piano. And of course, I want to be more hardworking. No slacking. Time to balance my music life & my school life. Lastly, I HOPE that there wouldn't be as much problems, as much legendary deaths or as much suffering I've gone through the year 2009. I wish all the best to you, reader & to myself for the coming year 2010. So, I'll catch up next year with a new blogskin! This skin reminds me of James.. :(
December 30, 2009
9:34 PM
I made up this version of the bridge of Afterlife.
Loved ones back home all crying cause they're already missing "The Rev" . I pray by the grace of God that he's forgiven and .. (you)Gave him a chance to be that person he wants to be. Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of him (from the Afterlife!)
Pity The Rev . Wonder how Avenged Sevenfold is now .
Well this is a cover .. probably the last one for the year 2009 cause I actually wanna cover Critical Accalaim but it's not yet perfect. I'll do that sometime in January . And I'm covering some Green Day song but yeah, it'll already be 2010 . Also I'm collecting my amp from a friend so I guess there wouldn't be time to cover songs .. but I'll try to do one final one . I'll cover Time For Miracles by Adam Lambert .
Anyway, here's my cover of Until The End . Or I'll cover Unholy Confessions if there's time .. requested by Fouzy . If not, it's next year . I'M NOT EXCITED ABOUT SCHOOL . I STILL WANT TO JAM THE FUCK OUT OF MY GUITAR ! I WANT TO PLAY THE DRUMS IN STUDIO ! I DON'T WANT MYSELF STUDYING & LOSING MY GUITAR SKILLS! Seems like I'll have to make a timetable. OH. NO .
12:27 PM
These are the covers we made yesterday .. by the beach . So it's a bit noisy at times but the giutars & vocals can be heard .
Songlist: Last Night On Earth - GD, When I Come Around - GD, 21 Guns - GD & All The Small Things - Blink182 .Just click on them to view the videos .. And here is When I Come Around & All The Small Things, the so called 'best covers' among the rest up there :)
December 29, 2009
8:16 PM
Dear Jimmy, I just wanted you to know that you're one of the best drummers in the world. Without you, your drumming & vocals, Avenged Sevenfold wouldn't be what they were. You're one great guy :) You'll be missed dearly.
Yes.. The Rev , drummer of Avenged Sevenfold is dead . "Died of natural causes" in his home, says ABCnews . Well, what exactly is the cause ? God, I feel sorry for him . Especially his family and the band . Is this end of Avenged Sevenfold ? I hope not ..
I went to Pasir Ris Park just now with Hazim, Salim & Izwan .. Made covers of 21 Guns, She .. and lots of others. I'll be putting the links here . Skated with the punks ! Yea ! Go punk skaters ! Haha . I think I'll be covering 'Dear God' just for Jimmy . Yea .. I'll see when I'm free ..before school starts . And I'm not going to Green Day's concert ): Cause none of my friends will be . Izwan will start school again and there will be no one to accompany me .. Well I guess this is the end . All of my beating heart is shattered . And I wish to join the Rev in the Afterlife .
December 26, 2009
10:34 PM
Shoot ! I forgot to blog ! And now it's late ! And I'm going to the Bird Park tomorrow !
Okay okay . Fast one . Bought my Ibanez GRX20 at peninsula , treat my family for dinner . Walked around at the Merlion Park and then off to Tampines for some shopping .
My amp doesn't have much distortion when I use my blue stratocaster but I when I plugged in this Ibanez , guess what ? Yeah , DISTORTIONS ! Woo ! :D
But the sound's a bit 'rough' . Gonna get an amp from a friend for 30 bucks next week . I'm sure my covers will rock much much better . The strings are great ! I can hammer lots of solos perfectly ! AND there's a WHAMMY BAR ! But I don't know how to squeal . You know, like Syn does it .
Got home late at 8 so there wasn't time to cover Christmas songs but I made one song, Deck The Halls, Rock Version ! Here it is: Deck The Halls Rock Version by Fifi .
Okay, parents calling ! Phew, lucky I typed this fast enough. Update again on Tuesday !
Tata !
December 24, 2009
10:23 PM
Yeah , I went to jam again !
Went to Bugis alone .. ): Haha , poor me . :P
Met them at McDonald's , then headed to the studio without Rizal & Shukri .
We walked through the flea market & then there was this honk from a car . Hazim swore a word . Either hat man just didn't know how to use the road which was wide ..or he just don't understand what patience means . He got out of the car to pick up a fight with Hazim .
He got that crammed face till we wanted to laugh but then we just walked away . That man still tried to follow us but his wife stopped him . Yeah , go away you idiot !
Reached the studio & guess who I saw .. Seri Wahyuni ! Yeah that actress/director/Storywriter of Suria's dramas .
Talked to her and she seemed like a very very nice person . AND she said that if they needed a band to play songs for them , they'll call us ! Weee, gonna get famous ! Haha ! Played the drums after that since only Hazim was in the room .. The rest smoked. I played all the songs I learned on the drums till I can't think of anymore songs ..haha . That took me 15 minutes to cover all the songs I learned !
After jamming they headed back to Mac while I headed home .. ALONE again. Haha. I like being alone & emo .
The video URL for one of our cover here: I'm Not Okay - MCR
Sorry for the shit quality and noise . I know the solo is the best part .. cause I played it ! Hahaha !
Alryte , blogging again .. on Saturday ! I'll get my Ibanez on the 2nd day of Christmas ! Yeaaa ! Wee , can't wait !
Bye !
December 17, 2009
5:32 PM
woops , the pictures are too big , I've forgotten to resize them .. Never mind , leave it as it is.
Now my band mates are losing trust cause I'm in Izwan's band . Like so what ? I've got another band and you all don't care. I joined FOD and you all made a fuss . Well not all of you , two of you . Yeah you two . The coward ones . You don't want me to join FOD just cause Izwan's your rival ?? This is MY decision , okay ?
And you give excuses that you won't let me join FOD cause you guys don't want me to end up being 'hypnotised' and be among the best ? While your excuses are so fake , the real reason is that , you're scared to lose me ! The guitarist ! Cause you know you won't find much of girl guitarists who are also vocalist & who are as good as I am ! Why must it end up like this ?? This life I'm living .. sigh , it's a Mad World .
I hope you can mend my broken heart but .. I guess I've enough support from you . Thanks Wan . Well , can somebody please stitch back or put back the broken pieces of my heart ?! I just hope this is the last time I'll break my own heart .
December 13, 2009
2:41 PM
Back from Bbqing ! My band members did come . My family came at 5pm .. and my friends had already arrived . So my cousins pitched up their tents while I entertain my friends for awhile .. They were 5m away from the bbq pit . All of them felt uneasy . So yeah . Let it be . Haha.
Pitching up tents !
This is Dan & Dyrah .. They played with my friends too . Haha , Dyrah was cute and so is this picture !
Played Hazim' skateboard then they borrowed my guitar to cover some songs .. Here's one : Click me! :)
I had to walk to and from to get food for them cause my relatives were having their .. dinner/lunch ..whatever that was . My mum wasn't sure about the availability so I had to 'deliver' food to them . And when I spent a little too much time with my friends, my mum calls me to get back. -.- And then, finally , my mum came to get to know them . And I asked them to sit under the shelter which was just a metre away from the pit. Now that's more I like it ! We made a cover of Holiday by Green Day but .. my camera ran out of power along the way . Tired me to play the chords ! Then we voice recorded All The Small Things & just sang Tears Don't Fall without any recording.
The mums! :)
The band: Wings Of The Devils !
We teased Shukri after everybody had finished eating.
We acted as if we wanted to play a mini soccer game ..well, we did but then the guys carried Shukri towards the sea . Then I took away his handphone , wallet and spectacles . At last after 15 minutes or so, I gave him back his belongings. Yea ! I've turned bad ! Haha . After that the guys played soccer with my cousins except for Hazim cause his leg got injured ..haha ! So I borrowed Kakak Shiela's iPhone and played 'Tap Tap Revenge' with Hazim . It's something like DJ Max .. But two players can play at the same time ! Check this out. Then , it was already 11 plus , so they headed home . And I turned Emo , swinging on the hammock with my hoodies on while playing songs on my guitar.
Took this just after I woke up : Photo
Theses are the rest of the photos.. Sally interpreting my Emo-ness. , Nadyrah ;) , Sunrise .. loads of others but I don't care to put it here .
Alright that's all !
December 12, 2009
1:48 PM
Yeahhh , I'm going to Pasir Ris Park later .. family bbq 'party' . Haha , just a small one . I asked my band .. Wings Of The Devils , to come along . I wanna make a cover of Tears Don't Fall ! Acoustic version . Check it out on YouTube later sometime yea ?
I've joined Izwan's/Ady's band . We're like Green Day . Three-piece band , called F.O.D. - Fuck Off & Die . :D
I'm the bassist & we're joining a band competition next year ! Going to play 86 by Green Day . Talking about Green Day , here's a cover I made . I played everything except for drums . It's programmed . Enjoy ! I love this song , has a lot of meanings to me .
December 8, 2009
8:20 PM
I'm stuck in the middle . The band had split into two .
I'm trying to revive it . But we've gone our separate ways . There's too much anger and sadness that I can't blog about it anymore . But I'll just continue to jam .. With anybody in the band , since I'm okay with everyone . Fuck this . So Wings Of Hearts has changed to Wings Of The Devils .. And this is the band line up :
Fiefy - Rythym Guitar/Director, Gabriel - Lead Guitar , Razor - Drums , Shadows - Vocals , Hazim - Manager/KeyboardAnyway , Happy 14th Birthday Adilah (: You're the best .
December 3, 2009
7:38 PM
Try to joke, I'll not laugh. If I tell you your joke sucks, I mean it.
I'm so disappointed with my friends. Everyone. If you wonder what happened, then I'll tell you.
I went jamming yesterday. Met Naqibah & Munirah at Pasir Ris Mrt. Took the train and alighted at Tampines. Saw Shukri so we waited for Rizal & Hazim. Well there were a few things that turned out funny. But it's not funny anymore. I'm still traumatised. Met them in the train and then alighted at Bugis. We went to McDonald's and waited for Salim. Rizal played my stratocaster and some people there were like staring. Maybe they've never seen an electric guitar upclose. 0.0 It's already 3 and at last Salim was there. He got lost. Then he showed me the finger cause I brought Naqibah along. He likes her.. What the fuck. It was getting cold so Eyba, Irah and me went out. The guys smoked.. that made me want to take in some! But bleargh, I don't know what brand they smoke .. it isn't that nice.
It's been an hour and the time's 3.30pm. We're supposed to start jamming already! Asked Izwan of his whereabouts and he said he's only at Kembangan. Wait, is he a guy or girl again? -.- Adib came along after that. . "Boo!" And there was Izwan .. 20 minutes later. He was with his friend. I saw him before .. looks quite scary. Laughs here and there & Rizal went to fetch Azianna so we headed to the studio first.
Already 5pm at the studio. Set up things and played 21 Guns as a start. 5.15pm already .. At last! There Rizal was with Az. Played All the small things. Holiday. What I've Done. Pieces. And last song was The River. Adib and Izwan changed places. I played the solo with Adib. Time's up. Izwan booked another room cause he wanted to jam another hour. I played the drums before closing up the room. So, THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED.
Azianna wanted to go home with me but Rizal was like, "You want to go with Fifi ? Okay go. " Like sarcastically. That made Azianna worry. Part of the plan was that Rizal was going to propose to her. She wanted to go with me so that she wouldn't be able to accept that. She really wanted to reject cause she has another problem.. AND WHAT THE FUCK WAS I DOING THERE? I wasn't even involved but Az kept holding me back. Hazim said I really should go else I'll get scolding from my mum & we'll never meet again. I did what he said I should. And thanks, Zim. I just went out and took a taxi. It was already late. And I forgot to say goodbye to Adib. Yea, got nagging at home of course. But it's not over. I texted Salim at night.
He said Izwan's leaving our band.. Well, I know that. He told me he'll be temporary but the way Salim said it broke my heart. Izwan wanted to make his own band and he wants to take Adib , our drummer, as his drummer. He also wanted me as harmonics guitar and Rizal as bass. What about the rest? I stayed with Wings Of Hearts of course but he's really backstabbing us in a way. We could just make a side band project. Like Green Day. They made Pinhead Gunpowder and included other musicians. And the band's famous too. Check them out.. Anyway, back to the story. So now, we're taking Azri as our drummer and we're changing some positions. I'm still rythm guitarist. But I'll take some lead. Rizal's lead guitar, Hazim's keyboard & learning bass.. And now I'm all confuse. I'm so upset with everyone. IT'S A BAND BREAKDOWN. We were just rocking out & this happened without me. Of course it's a shock. I'll be having a barbequeue err.. outing/party . At pasir ris park on the 12th. Since I'm grounded (for coming home late yesterday), I asked them to come over and we'll talk about our band. Meet you guys soon.
Wait! To think of it.. They said they had a surprise for me. And the surprise for me was this ?? Thanks a lot everyone. You guys gave me a huge breakdown. ):
December 1, 2009
8:48 PM
That's right . I feel empty . I feel lost . Things have changed . Some are alright, some have just got into trouble . I want to help my friends but I've lent too much of 'a helping hand' . That makes it hands . And I've only got two so I can't control anything much now . Fuck , I'm going insane . ARGHH !
Going jamming tomorrow . Mum allowed but I have to reach home by six . Fuck that .
She seems not to trust me . She worries there's many boys in the band . Excuse me , not all boys are bad . They aren't of course . My friends are all great . So I asked Eyba and Irah to come along . I told mum that . She was like, "For real or not ? You can't tell lies . If you lie , one day it'll come back to you ." HEY I've got proof ! "Okay, I'll ask them later. " Are you really going to, ma ? No you're not ! How are you going to ? Now only God knows who's following and such ! And I'm telling the truth for Goddamn sake !! I hate my family's behaviours . Everyone , not relatives . But my mum , dad and my fucking irritating brother . Yea, Dan . Whenever I'm on the computer , he wants to go Facebook . It sounds matured for a nine year old boy but hell no , he only plays Pet Society . Stupid game . -.-
Empty , empty , empty . I want to be empty , I don't want to be somebody , I wanna be Nobody . Cause nobody's perfect . And being Nobody is perfect enough cause you are not anything , you don't have problems/life/love .. I suppose I have to enjoy 5 hours of freedom tomorrow , then the rest is returned . I hate being controlled .
December 31, 2009
12:38 PM
Well this is my last post of the year .
And fuck 2009 . It's probably the worst year ever,if I think about the negative side .
Les Paul, the creator of Les Paul guitars died . Well that's just cause he's old. But we lost a legend. And another young legend has gone at the age of 23, James Sullivan. Many others have gone too. I guess that's life.
I try thinking about how this year has gone by very fast but actually it's a very long year for me. A lot of major problems here & there ..
From friendship to realtionships, from band mates to rivals .. Well I should talk about the right side now. There's no use looking back at the past. What's left is a lesson. A lesson to learn from.
The bright side? School. All the slacking led me to not-so-good results & made me realise I just had to get that scholarship. But more problems arised.. well at least I got a bursary.. Only that I have to give up Green Day ):
WAIT. Why am I negative again? Cause 2009 sucked. Really sucked. Friends are the only who made the year better if I try to remember.. laughters, outings, jammings & skating .. Yea, it was great. My family has been too. Thanks for the happy moments, my dear cousins.
The band. It all happened really fast in the period of two months.. or so.
The breakdown. I'm not talking about it. Everything in this diary has been blogged.
And I forgot something.. My guitar skills. I'm not boasting but to think of it, I improved a lot. In spring, I learned only pop songs. Covered songs with chords. And then I got my ACOUSTIC guitar. Covered even 'harder' songs. Teaching myself complicated bar chords It was hard for me that time. Not now. And in autumn I got my STRATOCASTER. Green Day & other punk bands improved my playing. I self taught myself power chords, which I should've picked up earlier cause it's super easy. Trust me. And I began listening more to Avenged Sevenfold, with Syn's & Zacky's shredding. The fast-paced chords-changing songs, it really changed the way I play. And now, after picking up the electric guitar after THREE months, I'm the lead guitarist of the band cause I can hammer solos better. I wished I had been learning power chords much earlier, I would have known how to shred faster today. But that's okay. I'm proud of myself. Every improvement can be seen at my YouTube channel. Go ahead and look. View the oldest to the latest covers. Ain't I right?
Well fuck 2009, you'll be missed a little. My memories with so many kinds of 'hims'.
It's a good riddance and a bit of a sad goodbye. But most of all, I want to thank Him, God. The Almighty. Thank you for everything you have given me.
Well I suppose you're wondering what's my new year resolution. I think it's lame but.. it's quite motivating. I want to be a better musician: improve my guitar solos, improve drums skills - double pedals, I suck at it , & to be better at playing the keybaord. I really suck at memorising chords on the piano. And of course, I want to be more hardworking. No slacking. Time to balance my music life & my school life. Lastly, I HOPE that there wouldn't be as much problems, as much legendary deaths or as much suffering I've gone through the year 2009. I wish all the best to you, reader & to myself for the coming year 2010. So, I'll catch up next year with a new blogskin! This skin reminds me of James.. :(
December 30, 2009
9:34 PM
I made up this version of the bridge of Afterlife.
Loved ones back home all crying cause they're already missing "The Rev" . I pray by the grace of God that he's forgiven and .. (you)Gave him a chance to be that person he wants to be. Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of him (from the Afterlife!)
Pity The Rev . Wonder how Avenged Sevenfold is now .
Well this is a cover .. probably the last one for the year 2009 cause I actually wanna cover Critical Accalaim but it's not yet perfect. I'll do that sometime in January . And I'm covering some Green Day song but yeah, it'll already be 2010 . Also I'm collecting my amp from a friend so I guess there wouldn't be time to cover songs .. but I'll try to do one final one . I'll cover Time For Miracles by Adam Lambert .
Anyway, here's my cover of Until The End . Or I'll cover Unholy Confessions if there's time .. requested by Fouzy . If not, it's next year . I'M NOT EXCITED ABOUT SCHOOL . I STILL WANT TO JAM THE FUCK OUT OF MY GUITAR ! I WANT TO PLAY THE DRUMS IN STUDIO ! I DON'T WANT MYSELF STUDYING & LOSING MY GUITAR SKILLS! Seems like I'll have to make a timetable. OH. NO .
12:27 PM
These are the covers we made yesterday .. by the beach . So it's a bit noisy at times but the giutars & vocals can be heard .
Songlist: Last Night On Earth - GD, When I Come Around - GD, 21 Guns - GD & All The Small Things - Blink182 .Just click on them to view the videos .. And here is When I Come Around & All The Small Things, the so called 'best covers' among the rest up there :)
December 29, 2009
8:16 PM
Dear Jimmy, I just wanted you to know that you're one of the best drummers in the world. Without you, your drumming & vocals, Avenged Sevenfold wouldn't be what they were. You're one great guy :) You'll be missed dearly.
Yes.. The Rev , drummer of Avenged Sevenfold is dead . "Died of natural causes" in his home, says ABCnews . Well, what exactly is the cause ? God, I feel sorry for him . Especially his family and the band . Is this end of Avenged Sevenfold ? I hope not ..
I went to Pasir Ris Park just now with Hazim, Salim & Izwan .. Made covers of 21 Guns, She .. and lots of others. I'll be putting the links here . Skated with the punks ! Yea ! Go punk skaters ! Haha . I think I'll be covering 'Dear God' just for Jimmy . Yea .. I'll see when I'm free ..before school starts . And I'm not going to Green Day's concert ): Cause none of my friends will be . Izwan will start school again and there will be no one to accompany me .. Well I guess this is the end . All of my beating heart is shattered . And I wish to join the Rev in the Afterlife .
December 26, 2009
10:34 PM
Shoot ! I forgot to blog ! And now it's late ! And I'm going to the Bird Park tomorrow !
Okay okay . Fast one . Bought my Ibanez GRX20 at peninsula , treat my family for dinner . Walked around at the Merlion Park and then off to Tampines for some shopping .
My amp doesn't have much distortion when I use my blue stratocaster but I when I plugged in this Ibanez , guess what ? Yeah , DISTORTIONS ! Woo ! :D
But the sound's a bit 'rough' . Gonna get an amp from a friend for 30 bucks next week . I'm sure my covers will rock much much better . The strings are great ! I can hammer lots of solos perfectly ! AND there's a WHAMMY BAR ! But I don't know how to squeal . You know, like Syn does it .
Got home late at 8 so there wasn't time to cover Christmas songs but I made one song, Deck The Halls, Rock Version ! Here it is: Deck The Halls Rock Version by Fifi .
Okay, parents calling ! Phew, lucky I typed this fast enough. Update again on Tuesday !
Tata !
December 24, 2009
10:23 PM
Yeah , I went to jam again !
Went to Bugis alone .. ): Haha , poor me . :P
Met them at McDonald's , then headed to the studio without Rizal & Shukri .
We walked through the flea market & then there was this honk from a car . Hazim swore a word . Either hat man just didn't know how to use the road which was wide ..or he just don't understand what patience means . He got out of the car to pick up a fight with Hazim .
He got that crammed face till we wanted to laugh but then we just walked away . That man still tried to follow us but his wife stopped him . Yeah , go away you idiot !
Reached the studio & guess who I saw .. Seri Wahyuni ! Yeah that actress/director/Storywriter of Suria's dramas .
Talked to her and she seemed like a very very nice person . AND she said that if they needed a band to play songs for them , they'll call us ! Weee, gonna get famous ! Haha ! Played the drums after that since only Hazim was in the room .. The rest smoked. I played all the songs I learned on the drums till I can't think of anymore songs ..haha . That took me 15 minutes to cover all the songs I learned !
After jamming they headed back to Mac while I headed home .. ALONE again. Haha. I like being alone & emo .
The video URL for one of our cover here: I'm Not Okay - MCR
Sorry for the shit quality and noise . I know the solo is the best part .. cause I played it ! Hahaha !
Alryte , blogging again .. on Saturday ! I'll get my Ibanez on the 2nd day of Christmas ! Yeaaa ! Wee , can't wait !
Bye !
December 17, 2009
5:32 PM
woops , the pictures are too big , I've forgotten to resize them .. Never mind , leave it as it is.
Now my band mates are losing trust cause I'm in Izwan's band . Like so what ? I've got another band and you all don't care. I joined FOD and you all made a fuss . Well not all of you , two of you . Yeah you two . The coward ones . You don't want me to join FOD just cause Izwan's your rival ?? This is MY decision , okay ?
And you give excuses that you won't let me join FOD cause you guys don't want me to end up being 'hypnotised' and be among the best ? While your excuses are so fake , the real reason is that , you're scared to lose me ! The guitarist ! Cause you know you won't find much of girl guitarists who are also vocalist & who are as good as I am ! Why must it end up like this ?? This life I'm living .. sigh , it's a Mad World .
I hope you can mend my broken heart but .. I guess I've enough support from you . Thanks Wan . Well , can somebody please stitch back or put back the broken pieces of my heart ?! I just hope this is the last time I'll break my own heart .
December 13, 2009
2:41 PM
Back from Bbqing ! My band members did come . My family came at 5pm .. and my friends had already arrived . So my cousins pitched up their tents while I entertain my friends for awhile .. They were 5m away from the bbq pit . All of them felt uneasy . So yeah . Let it be . Haha.
Pitching up tents !
This is Dan & Dyrah .. They played with my friends too . Haha , Dyrah was cute and so is this picture !
Played Hazim' skateboard then they borrowed my guitar to cover some songs .. Here's one : Click me! :)
I had to walk to and from to get food for them cause my relatives were having their .. dinner/lunch ..whatever that was . My mum wasn't sure about the availability so I had to 'deliver' food to them . And when I spent a little too much time with my friends, my mum calls me to get back. -.- And then, finally , my mum came to get to know them . And I asked them to sit under the shelter which was just a metre away from the pit. Now that's more I like it ! We made a cover of Holiday by Green Day but .. my camera ran out of power along the way . Tired me to play the chords ! Then we voice recorded All The Small Things & just sang Tears Don't Fall without any recording.
The mums! :)
The band: Wings Of The Devils !
We teased Shukri after everybody had finished eating.
We acted as if we wanted to play a mini soccer game ..well, we did but then the guys carried Shukri towards the sea . Then I took away his handphone , wallet and spectacles . At last after 15 minutes or so, I gave him back his belongings. Yea ! I've turned bad ! Haha . After that the guys played soccer with my cousins except for Hazim cause his leg got injured ..haha ! So I borrowed Kakak Shiela's iPhone and played 'Tap Tap Revenge' with Hazim . It's something like DJ Max .. But two players can play at the same time ! Check this out. Then , it was already 11 plus , so they headed home . And I turned Emo , swinging on the hammock with my hoodies on while playing songs on my guitar.
Took this just after I woke up : Photo
Theses are the rest of the photos.. Sally interpreting my Emo-ness. , Nadyrah ;) , Sunrise .. loads of others but I don't care to put it here .
Alright that's all !
December 12, 2009
1:48 PM
Yeahhh , I'm going to Pasir Ris Park later .. family bbq 'party' . Haha , just a small one . I asked my band .. Wings Of The Devils , to come along . I wanna make a cover of Tears Don't Fall ! Acoustic version . Check it out on YouTube later sometime yea ?
I've joined Izwan's/Ady's band . We're like Green Day . Three-piece band , called F.O.D. - Fuck Off & Die . :D
I'm the bassist & we're joining a band competition next year ! Going to play 86 by Green Day . Talking about Green Day , here's a cover I made . I played everything except for drums . It's programmed . Enjoy ! I love this song , has a lot of meanings to me .
December 8, 2009
8:20 PM
I'm stuck in the middle . The band had split into two .
I'm trying to revive it . But we've gone our separate ways . There's too much anger and sadness that I can't blog about it anymore . But I'll just continue to jam .. With anybody in the band , since I'm okay with everyone . Fuck this . So Wings Of Hearts has changed to Wings Of The Devils .. And this is the band line up :
Fiefy - Rythym Guitar/Director, Gabriel - Lead Guitar , Razor - Drums , Shadows - Vocals , Hazim - Manager/KeyboardAnyway , Happy 14th Birthday Adilah (: You're the best .
December 3, 2009
7:38 PM
Try to joke, I'll not laugh. If I tell you your joke sucks, I mean it.
I'm so disappointed with my friends. Everyone. If you wonder what happened, then I'll tell you.
I went jamming yesterday. Met Naqibah & Munirah at Pasir Ris Mrt. Took the train and alighted at Tampines. Saw Shukri so we waited for Rizal & Hazim. Well there were a few things that turned out funny. But it's not funny anymore. I'm still traumatised. Met them in the train and then alighted at Bugis. We went to McDonald's and waited for Salim. Rizal played my stratocaster and some people there were like staring. Maybe they've never seen an electric guitar upclose. 0.0 It's already 3 and at last Salim was there. He got lost. Then he showed me the finger cause I brought Naqibah along. He likes her.. What the fuck. It was getting cold so Eyba, Irah and me went out. The guys smoked.. that made me want to take in some! But bleargh, I don't know what brand they smoke .. it isn't that nice.
It's been an hour and the time's 3.30pm. We're supposed to start jamming already! Asked Izwan of his whereabouts and he said he's only at Kembangan. Wait, is he a guy or girl again? -.- Adib came along after that. . "Boo!" And there was Izwan .. 20 minutes later. He was with his friend. I saw him before .. looks quite scary. Laughs here and there & Rizal went to fetch Azianna so we headed to the studio first.
Already 5pm at the studio. Set up things and played 21 Guns as a start. 5.15pm already .. At last! There Rizal was with Az. Played All the small things. Holiday. What I've Done. Pieces. And last song was The River. Adib and Izwan changed places. I played the solo with Adib. Time's up. Izwan booked another room cause he wanted to jam another hour. I played the drums before closing up the room. So, THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED.
Azianna wanted to go home with me but Rizal was like, "You want to go with Fifi ? Okay go. " Like sarcastically. That made Azianna worry. Part of the plan was that Rizal was going to propose to her. She wanted to go with me so that she wouldn't be able to accept that. She really wanted to reject cause she has another problem.. AND WHAT THE FUCK WAS I DOING THERE? I wasn't even involved but Az kept holding me back. Hazim said I really should go else I'll get scolding from my mum & we'll never meet again. I did what he said I should. And thanks, Zim. I just went out and took a taxi. It was already late. And I forgot to say goodbye to Adib. Yea, got nagging at home of course. But it's not over. I texted Salim at night.
He said Izwan's leaving our band.. Well, I know that. He told me he'll be temporary but the way Salim said it broke my heart. Izwan wanted to make his own band and he wants to take Adib , our drummer, as his drummer. He also wanted me as harmonics guitar and Rizal as bass. What about the rest? I stayed with Wings Of Hearts of course but he's really backstabbing us in a way. We could just make a side band project. Like Green Day. They made Pinhead Gunpowder and included other musicians. And the band's famous too. Check them out.. Anyway, back to the story. So now, we're taking Azri as our drummer and we're changing some positions. I'm still rythm guitarist. But I'll take some lead. Rizal's lead guitar, Hazim's keyboard & learning bass.. And now I'm all confuse. I'm so upset with everyone. IT'S A BAND BREAKDOWN. We were just rocking out & this happened without me. Of course it's a shock. I'll be having a barbequeue err.. outing/party . At pasir ris park on the 12th. Since I'm grounded (for coming home late yesterday), I asked them to come over and we'll talk about our band. Meet you guys soon.
Wait! To think of it.. They said they had a surprise for me. And the surprise for me was this ?? Thanks a lot everyone. You guys gave me a huge breakdown. ):
December 1, 2009
8:48 PM
That's right . I feel empty . I feel lost . Things have changed . Some are alright, some have just got into trouble . I want to help my friends but I've lent too much of 'a helping hand' . That makes it hands . And I've only got two so I can't control anything much now . Fuck , I'm going insane . ARGHH !
Going jamming tomorrow . Mum allowed but I have to reach home by six . Fuck that .
She seems not to trust me . She worries there's many boys in the band . Excuse me , not all boys are bad . They aren't of course . My friends are all great . So I asked Eyba and Irah to come along . I told mum that . She was like, "For real or not ? You can't tell lies . If you lie , one day it'll come back to you ." HEY I've got proof ! "Okay, I'll ask them later. " Are you really going to, ma ? No you're not ! How are you going to ? Now only God knows who's following and such ! And I'm telling the truth for Goddamn sake !! I hate my family's behaviours . Everyone , not relatives . But my mum , dad and my fucking irritating brother . Yea, Dan . Whenever I'm on the computer , he wants to go Facebook . It sounds matured for a nine year old boy but hell no , he only plays Pet Society . Stupid game . -.-
Empty , empty , empty . I want to be empty , I don't want to be somebody , I wanna be Nobody . Cause nobody's perfect . And being Nobody is perfect enough cause you are not anything , you don't have problems/life/love .. I suppose I have to enjoy 5 hours of freedom tomorrow , then the rest is returned . I hate being controlled .
FIFI FIZZY!
Did you know that.. ?:
I'm attached to Nick.
I love to slack in class though I look like a nerd in school.
I love to jam with my band.
I love all my brothers: Rizal 'Zack', Salim 'James', Zim 'Boring', Sky 'High', Adib 'Adeep' & my own brother, Dan.
I'm silly.
I'm known also as Toyol, Lil' Elf, Fiefy Vengeance & [F][I][N][K].
I TOTALLY
Adore
.Green Day
.Avenged Sevenfold
.My BFFs
.My brothers/Venom
.Nick
I TOTALLY
Loathe
.Backstabbers
.People who call themselves punks but they're actually not
.Bitches
Absolute
Wishes
•A studio at home
.Roland V drums
.Gibson Les Paul USA
.Fluke Ukelele
•Billie Joe's acoustic guitar
•Meet my favourite bands
Fifi Fizzy
Hello, I'm Fitri.
Known as Fifi/Fink.
I'm turning 15 on 9thMarch.
I'm the lead guitarist of Venom/Revoultion Of Chaos.
I skate & my best is to Casper & Heelflip.
I LOVE GREEN DAY & AVENGED SEVENFOLD.
I love my boyfriend.
[F][I]fi [N]ic[K]
There's just too many 'I's here ..
We teased Shukri after everybody had finished eating.
We acted as if we wanted to play a mini soccer game ..well, we did but then the guys carried Shukri towards the sea . Then I took away his handphone , wallet and spectacles . At last after 15 minutes or so, I gave him back his belongings. Yea ! I've turned bad ! Haha . After that the guys played soccer with my cousins except for Hazim cause his leg got injured ..haha ! So I borrowed Kakak Shiela's iPhone and played 'Tap Tap Revenge' with Hazim . It's something like DJ Max .. But two players can play at the same time ! Check this out. Then , it was already 11 plus , so they headed home . And I turned Emo , swinging on the hammock with my hoodies on while playing songs on my guitar.
Took this just after I woke up : Photo
Theses are the rest of the photos.. Sally interpreting my Emo-ness. , Nadyrah ;) , Sunrise .. loads of others but I don't care to put it here .
Alright that's all !
